Bee yang akan saya ceritakan bukanlah lebah penghasil madu. Ini adalah panggilan kesayangan saya untuk seseorang. Inisialnya B, daripada dipanggil be (ntar orang-orang nganggap saya lagi manggil Babe), saya lebih senang memanggilnya Bee. bagi kalian yang sampai di titik ini merasa penasaran, siapa sebenarnya Bee ini, maaf saya nggak bisa bilang nama aslinya di sini, dan fyi, dia bukan pacar, pasangan, atau kekasih saya. Bee hanyalah orang biasa, bukan orang paling jenius, bukan pula orang yang kegantengannya bikin silau.
I met Bee for the first time on January 5, 2009. We met for a brief moment, no "love at the first sight" or whatever it is. The only impression I got from Bee is a Smart Genius Impression. And he really is a genius. Well, the moment just passed like that. Nothing really happened. And I didn't even see him for about 5 months.
On June 2, 2009 I had the chance to meet him again. This time I got to spent a lot of time with him. Before I met him that day, I got a feeling that I'm about to met him. When it actually happened, it felt like deja vu. Time spent with him is so worthy to me. I started to adore this smart and caring person.
Bee, not just smart and loving, he also is a caring person. That kind of cares that swept me off my feet. Made me fell head over heels. Sounds absurb right, but it is true.
From our frequent meetings, I started to notice him. Every single details of him, some details that I'm really sure a lot of people don't notice, maybe including himself.
Bee's accent sounds funny (in a cute way) when he speaks something with "s" in it. He always scratch behind his ear with his left hand while he's thinking. i also like his handwriting, not those neat-computer-font kind of writing, just regular handwriting, but I can recognize those whenever, wherever I see those.
Involuntarily, my life seemed to revolved around him. I just can't denied it if people told me that I was obsessed with him. because I was. If any days gone by without me see him, it just felt so dull. The "Bee Phase"- that's how I like to recall those months with him- is also the phase of my life where I learned a lot of things, and I learned it from him.
For one week, during those months, Bee was missing. And he returned with some shocking news. It wasn't like I didn't see it coming, but still I was shocked. Since then I had to kept distance from him. But Bee is still the same person I know. He still tried to began the conversations between us, even though sometimes it sounds ridiculous. He still has the same glance of his eyes. And still the same comforting smile.
Bee is just a human, and so am I. I made a mistake. I thought that Bee is the one, when he wasn't, isn't, and won't be.
I met Bee for the first time on January 5, 2009. We met for a brief moment, no "love at the first sight" or whatever it is. The only impression I got from Bee is a Smart Genius Impression. And he really is a genius. Well, the moment just passed like that. Nothing really happened. And I didn't even see him for about 5 months.
On June 2, 2009 I had the chance to meet him again. This time I got to spent a lot of time with him. Before I met him that day, I got a feeling that I'm about to met him. When it actually happened, it felt like deja vu. Time spent with him is so worthy to me. I started to adore this smart and caring person.
Bee, not just smart and loving, he also is a caring person. That kind of cares that swept me off my feet. Made me fell head over heels. Sounds absurb right, but it is true.
From our frequent meetings, I started to notice him. Every single details of him, some details that I'm really sure a lot of people don't notice, maybe including himself.
Bee's accent sounds funny (in a cute way) when he speaks something with "s" in it. He always scratch behind his ear with his left hand while he's thinking. i also like his handwriting, not those neat-computer-font kind of writing, just regular handwriting, but I can recognize those whenever, wherever I see those.
Involuntarily, my life seemed to revolved around him. I just can't denied it if people told me that I was obsessed with him. because I was. If any days gone by without me see him, it just felt so dull. The "Bee Phase"- that's how I like to recall those months with him- is also the phase of my life where I learned a lot of things, and I learned it from him.
For one week, during those months, Bee was missing. And he returned with some shocking news. It wasn't like I didn't see it coming, but still I was shocked. Since then I had to kept distance from him. But Bee is still the same person I know. He still tried to began the conversations between us, even though sometimes it sounds ridiculous. He still has the same glance of his eyes. And still the same comforting smile.
Bee is just a human, and so am I. I made a mistake. I thought that Bee is the one, when he wasn't, isn't, and won't be.
There still ots of wonderful things happened with Bee, I don't know when will I have the courage to share it all.
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